weeeeeeeeeeeee!

I just made a Deviantart ID !
don't know why but i feel sooo happy now.
feeling very joyful.
i believe part of it is the people there are really nice,
and to have your own art put up there,
and just 1 second later, a comment came in.
it's such a great feeling :D
not only their approval, but it's satisfying to share the same passion.
soon enough, you'll see changes to my blog.
now i kinda forgot how to edit html liao -_-
overjoyed.
HUICHING OR TAMMIE!
if u see this and u remember how, pleaseeee help me arr.
:S
ok, off i go now. bye!

*joyful joyful joyful freaking joyful*

When He steps in to rescue :)

i've started my guitar lessons for 2 sessions now,
and so far i'm really glad for everything God has prepared for me.
from the teacher to the timing, thanks! :D
came in contact with some strumming patterns,
and the first difficult chord --- F.
first time played it, really.. ffffff.. D:
waa, felt so impossible, 'cause at the moment it really sounded so wrong.
tried for few days, still couldn't get it right.
and when i can't get one single chord right, i can't move on to another.
i will keep trying till i get it.
but this one?!!
fingers pressed down with all my might!
to my hearing still sooo wrong.

yesterday i sat down in front of the piano with my guitar,
wanted to play some christian songs instead,
wanted to play my favourites, & while playing "oh, this one got F chord, aiya.. ruined."
i thought i couldn't continue because F was such an obstacle -.-
but i continued anyway,
played for a few more times,
hey, it's starting to sound right somehow!
it's like it's finally falling to place.

i was so happy! 

same fingering, same angle of pressing, same chord,
but this time it sounded like it was actually F.

yeepee! i.is.thrilled.dao.
i can continue practicing with other chords that my teacher assigned me.
:D
i just kept thanking Dad, 'cause i know He was behind this.
since those other songs that couldn't connect with me didn't work,
He said "why don't u try these instead?"
and it did the trick. clicked. perfectly.
although it's doesn't sound perfect, it still sounded so beautiful to me. xD

regret.

to me, regretting is the worst feeling.

"if only i did/didn't do this or that, then things would be different now.*SIGH!* "

if you don't wanna feel regretful about anything in the future,
then don't give up on anything now.
especially the things that seem way beyond your reach.
just believe that He believes in you.
and therefore, yesssss, you can.
=)

Driving is hard.

but.. FUN!

:D

one thing i know, u need a lotta courage.

don't dare to cross the junction,

don't dare to press the breaks or clutch,

don't dare to go faster than 40km/h?!

just won't do.

"just go laa, the other cars will follow u one" my instructor says.

HAHA. problem is, they're so manyyy cars o,o

ok ok.

so put aside that i think i also can't focus a lot.

"don't keep looking back."

"why u keep turning around, focus on the road."

"wei wei, out of line liao out of line liao."

xD

guess, i'm just a curious one.

i can't help my eyes from wandering.

even if there's nothing there, i can't help a small peek. especially when i'm in a moving vehicle.

thank God, no accidents happened.

i'm still alive here. 

i thank God for a good trainer that i have, watching other trainers with their students, waa feels kinda grateful.

and also, an insane companion that i have *one eye wink xD*

learning together was fun because of u and our let loose trainer. haha.

God is guuuuud.

His love for us.

Love of my life,
look deep in My eyes,
there you will find what you need.
Give Me your life,
the lust and the lies,
the past you're afraid I might see.
you've been running away from Me.

You're My beloved,
lover I'm yours.
death shall not part us,
it's you I died for.
For better or worse,
forever we'll be.
our love it unites us,
and it binds you to Me.

"Simply because you are my child and I am your father." 1 John 3:1 

A different country.

Today was pretty energy-draining
after spending hours with wild, hyper kids
although all i really did was walked around snapping photos
i came home and straight away "PLOP" went to sleep.
xD

i also realized something
as i was trying to transfer the photos i took today
into my photo archives
i remotely clicked on my 2010 photo folder
and THEN, only i realized, it wasn't 2010 anymore.
These photos don't belong here, because it's not 2010,
so had to make a whooole new folder, entitled Shoots '11.
and there i have, my very first photo album in this year.
last year i had 35 albums,
2011..?
God knows :D

that wasn't the only time i've mistaken the years haha.
but we all have to deal with the fact that the past is the past
there's no use to linger on it
The past is in the 2010 folder, what's new is in the 2011 one!
no matter how many sweet memories we've collected,
it's time to move on :)
in this whole new year, it's a great chance to start things afresh.
new dreams to fulfill, goals to achieve and so on.
let's look forward, and look towards The Giver of Life for directions,
look to Him when u feel scared of new experiences, new friends, or new doors to open.

 
A meaningful quote from L.P.Hartley
"The past is a foreign country. They do things differently here." 

Much love and blessings!
:)

right on time.

thank God for His best planning.
He always arranges for us, throughout our whole life.
He's not one bit out of it, He's there every second :)
this year i'm looking forward to everything!
absolutely anything.
if He says it will be done, then let it be! i'll be anticipating it ;D
i've got time, and for 6 months' time, i can be saying that xD
*silent woohoo*
:p