When He steps in to rescue :)

i've started my guitar lessons for 2 sessions now,
and so far i'm really glad for everything God has prepared for me.
from the teacher to the timing, thanks! :D
came in contact with some strumming patterns,
and the first difficult chord --- F.
first time played it, really.. ffffff.. D:
waa, felt so impossible, 'cause at the moment it really sounded so wrong.
tried for few days, still couldn't get it right.
and when i can't get one single chord right, i can't move on to another.
i will keep trying till i get it.
but this one?!!
fingers pressed down with all my might!
to my hearing still sooo wrong.

yesterday i sat down in front of the piano with my guitar,
wanted to play some christian songs instead,
wanted to play my favourites, & while playing "oh, this one got F chord, aiya.. ruined."
i thought i couldn't continue because F was such an obstacle -.-
but i continued anyway,
played for a few more times,
hey, it's starting to sound right somehow!
it's like it's finally falling to place.

i was so happy! 

same fingering, same angle of pressing, same chord,
but this time it sounded like it was actually F.

yeepee! i.is.thrilled.dao.
i can continue practicing with other chords that my teacher assigned me.
:D
i just kept thanking Dad, 'cause i know He was behind this.
since those other songs that couldn't connect with me didn't work,
He said "why don't u try these instead?"
and it did the trick. clicked. perfectly.
although it's doesn't sound perfect, it still sounded so beautiful to me. xD