Time to say bye bye

Tomorrow'll be the last day i'm going to SMKAA as a form 4 student.
cause i'm not going on friday.
for some unreasonable reasons.
iknowiknow,
a normal person would think of to go to school on the last day
which ends at a much earlier time bee-tee-double-u
but i'm just different lorrr. xD

it's time to say bye bye,
bye bye to alot of things.
but there're still certain things that is for me to say hello and hold on to.
i'll have much more chances soon,
i'm counting on YOU :)

so manymanymany things happened this week,
many in consideration of the speed. LOL.
and i'm hoping, wishing, praying,
for miracles to happen soooon.
'cause i ain't givin' up, remember? =)

Somehow,
it's become my daily routine to think of you and
remember all our sweetest memories.. x)

walk me, walk me, walk me there.

Wordlessly meaningful

It's just not the same.
seems like the same thing doesn't always happen twice.
no matter how much..
opportunities are for you to grab
can't sit around & wait
things don't come so easy,
it never did.

still it's special,
wordlessly special.
wordlessly meaningful.
despite that,
everything else was perfect.
don't take this for granted.

testing my patience and faith.
i shall take this challenge,
'cause i already am.
i'm not givin' up!
=)

For you from me. :)

" Cameras are unique in their ability to turn passing emotions into permanent images. They alllow you to preserve a precious memory, or share a special moment with many other people. "

-anunknownauthorfromanunknownphotographymagazine-

The reason photography is such addiction to me,
is because i am able to capture that exact moment of something so beautiful and undefinable precious second and turn it into a permanent piece of art and a solid proof of that special retention and keeping it forever.

Memories always fade,
no matter how much you try to hold on to them..
Only exceptional to those extraextraextra special memories.

I'm waiting patienly,
i've waited patiently,
i will wait ever so patiently
for it's too special to me and you don't know how much it means.
Starting to change,
and i'm enjoying this change too much, maybe.
The hope for it to last is..everlasting.

♥ bistrouille
♥ that extraordinary thing

=)

Keeper. ;)

Artsy ♥ Bistro.

Cloud of laziness finally rolled away from me temporarily today.
so i decided to edit and upload the photos i took last saturday.
which took me alotalotalot of time to do.
but doing something of your passion
the time doesn't really matter. x)

so you can now feel free to check them up HERE and leave your most appreciated comments. :)

Artsy has now a new thing added to her thingstodobeforereturningtoheaven list.
And she is praying for it to become a reality, someday. :)
Faith is all it takes.

Castle in the air.

More than one.

Miracles happened.
And it happened on last Saturday 07.11.09
Maybe it can't be considered as a miracle but it happened truly remarkably.

It has been raining for weeks now.
As far as i know,
it hadn't stopped for one whole day once.
And it did last saturday during our CMC Opening Ceremony.
We prayed, and He listened. :)

Everything went extremely smooth.
And it was just a memorable day for us all.
It was just an irrevocable feeling for what i felt,
to see CMC so successfully renovated and became how it is today.
it's just unbelievable.
Praise the Lord.

i'm lazy to upload the photos,
and i'm being honest.
Maybe because i don't think i did a very good job,
kinda disappointed with the photos.
But, it's all a process of learning.
And i learnt. ;D
if you really wanna check it out,
you can go to my FB profile and search for it there.


It began to rain again today,
and somehow i have feelings for rainy days.
They're just my favourite kind of weather
and i feel it just suits me so well.
Hahaha.
Maybe it's the moodiness , or the melody of it.

You listened to me. And i'm truly truly grateful.
I'd never thought such a small prayer of mine,
would be heard by You and answering it so soon and unconditionally
I'm stunned.
In a very miraculous way.

Lately i enjoy praising God with my eyes closed.
I hadn't really tried that much before,
and now I close my eyes to praise Him almost everytime.
It just happens naturally
not purposely.
it's just like He's leading me to another place,
another time and surrounding.
A place filled with only His presence and beautiful music.
I'm thinking He is letting me grow and learn more.
by showing me how great His love is, how touching.
And i'm learning to give it up and just fall into Your arms
everytime i have the chance.

And slowly understanding the reason for my stillquiteregretfulexperience
it's to make room for new and better things.
so much better.
Should've never doubted You.
Your plans are always ahead and greater than mine.
I'm thanking You so much, and I know this is a new start.
A new change for the better. :)

Still waiting
and believing that it's comingcomingcoming soon.
;)

Drizzle on me.

It's monsoon season.
I didnt realize how long had Kuantan been invaded by frequent rain till yesterday.
So outdated. -______-

Still, i'm a rain lover too.
Though there are times where i wish the rain would stop and hoping for some sun,
the feeling of breezy winds filling the humid air is still my favourite :)

Didn't went to school today
'cause no one else seems to be going. xD
besides, I'd rather sleep late than waking up early just to go to school and rot.
staying in bed when soft raindrops drizzling outside the window is just serenity to me.
A luxury in life. x)

Tomorrow,
a grand event.
A historical day,
if i may say so.
Kuantan Methodist Church's Official Opening Ceremony 07.11.09
It'll be a busy day tomorrow
and i'm very very much looking forward to it.

I'll need to clear the memory space in my camera for tomorrow's event
so i can snap endless photos for keeper. ;)
Don't be surprised if you see many colourful flags and banner hanging around my church, i'vebeentolditlookslikewe'rehavingaparade.
-_________-

Here's a picture of the moon on 31st Oct'09
I don't know what this amazing phenomena is called
but it sure amazed me. :)

When i was practicing for my art's paper the next day.
xD

Colour me!

Little Picasso.

May I scream?

Hear me out!
I'm not really screaming.
just super duper? happy that this is f i n a l l y o v e r .
You can say that a year of schooling is finally behind me.
Form 4 life, is soon becoming something in the past for us.

double-u. oh. double-u.
can you believe it?
I can't. i honestly can't.
A year!
i've gone through a year as a sixteen year old.
How often in a lifetime are you sixteen?
Yeah. it's gone.
BUT at least as you grow older,
you'll still have those crystal-like precious memories for you to hold on to.
And i'm never letting go. :)

Yesterday.
The best & ihavetosay most beautiful coincidence happened.
I was in the bilik seni with huiching and sukwy
as we were just about to start our paper for our favourite subject & themostrelaxingsubject
it starts drizzling.
at first i thought i'd heard it wrong, it sounded like marbles.
then, we see tiny raindrops started falling outside the door.
AND the sun was still up & bright.
Sunny rain? is that what you call it?
i don't know, direct translation from chinese. x)

huiching, don't know for what reason,
went to the door and she turned and maybeshouted Rainbow!
wow, as if we'd never seen rainbows before.
we ran to the door and i gasped.
c o m p l e t e l y stunned.

the most beautiful rainbow i'd ever witnessed.
EVER.
and seriously, i was so so so freaking regretting that i didn't had my camera with me!
Really... Grrr.
Me and huiching was literally shrieking of excitement.
can't blame us for being nature lovers ;)
at that moment,
all i could do, cameraless,
was to snap that breathtaking view into my mind,
and praying that it'll stay there.

Tell me, how often do you get to see a full rainbow at the sky? with all the colours of it precisely visible?
Not much, i can tell you that.
and i must say in gratitude, that i was taking my exam at block C that day.
If not,
i would've not been able to see that amazing phenomena.
my friends didn't saw it,
and i somehow feel sorry for them.
because it was too beautiful.
=)

A long and somehow short holiday is stretching ahead of me
As always, i always plan to use it wisely,
but ending up.. notsowisely.
ashamed as i should be,
I'm promising to myself that this holiday is going to be different.
and I pray for the strength to change it that way.
I know with You, all things are possible :)


Without a care in the world,
Hide me now.
=)