May I scream?

Hear me out!
I'm not really screaming.
just super duper? happy that this is f i n a l l y o v e r .
You can say that a year of schooling is finally behind me.
Form 4 life, is soon becoming something in the past for us.

double-u. oh. double-u.
can you believe it?
I can't. i honestly can't.
A year!
i've gone through a year as a sixteen year old.
How often in a lifetime are you sixteen?
Yeah. it's gone.
BUT at least as you grow older,
you'll still have those crystal-like precious memories for you to hold on to.
And i'm never letting go. :)

Yesterday.
The best & ihavetosay most beautiful coincidence happened.
I was in the bilik seni with huiching and sukwy
as we were just about to start our paper for our favourite subject & themostrelaxingsubject
it starts drizzling.
at first i thought i'd heard it wrong, it sounded like marbles.
then, we see tiny raindrops started falling outside the door.
AND the sun was still up & bright.
Sunny rain? is that what you call it?
i don't know, direct translation from chinese. x)

huiching, don't know for what reason,
went to the door and she turned and maybeshouted Rainbow!
wow, as if we'd never seen rainbows before.
we ran to the door and i gasped.
c o m p l e t e l y stunned.

the most beautiful rainbow i'd ever witnessed.
EVER.
and seriously, i was so so so freaking regretting that i didn't had my camera with me!
Really... Grrr.
Me and huiching was literally shrieking of excitement.
can't blame us for being nature lovers ;)
at that moment,
all i could do, cameraless,
was to snap that breathtaking view into my mind,
and praying that it'll stay there.

Tell me, how often do you get to see a full rainbow at the sky? with all the colours of it precisely visible?
Not much, i can tell you that.
and i must say in gratitude, that i was taking my exam at block C that day.
If not,
i would've not been able to see that amazing phenomena.
my friends didn't saw it,
and i somehow feel sorry for them.
because it was too beautiful.
=)

A long and somehow short holiday is stretching ahead of me
As always, i always plan to use it wisely,
but ending up.. notsowisely.
ashamed as i should be,
I'm promising to myself that this holiday is going to be different.
and I pray for the strength to change it that way.
I know with You, all things are possible :)


Without a care in the world,
Hide me now.
=)