rooms for improvement :D

drove a car all by myself today,
i really feel so proud of myself xD

starting from this week, my mum can't fetch me to and fro for guitar lessons anymore
and so, being a big girl who already has her own driving license
it's only right for me to drive myself.
*eeek*

honestly i had been worrying the whole week about today,
i panicked mostly just by the thought of it. haha.
but afterwards, i really felt as if i have so much more room for improvement.
and so much more time :D
who's rushing anyway?

negative words were putting me down, attempting to discourage me
"you can't do it, how can you??? your car's died so many times before when u drove, what makes this time different??"

in fact, i didn't hope for this time to be different,
all i hoped for was me still being in one piece when i get home :)
Daddy reassured me again and again,
even though my car did died for seeeveral times today,
i didn't panic as much :D
He was the reason that was calming me.


it wasn't that bad after all,
it's not scary.
now i know better, for how to prepare myself the next time :D