blessed

at night
i always pray to Daddy,
but yesterday i tried to talk to Him differently than what i always do,
cut the routine crap & poured straight out from my heart.

i thanked Him for all that He had prepared
and when i did that
i felt my own self unbelieving that He could be that good to me
He loved me so
and i felt it strongly
i've always known that He loves me
but i was never sure of how much
and when i actually took the time to be still & count them
i was overflowing tears of gratitude
i never took the time to fully acknowledge
until now

loving me through the people around me
teaching me through the people in my life
showing me just how much He cares

for all the things He had given
especially my family
i'm blessed.

& you too are nothing less
:)