i'm surer than ever.

when people you know, asks you about what you're gonna study in the future, or your ideal career, what would you say?

would you reply without hesitant, firm and sure as ever and answer the other person?
or you could be a bit taken off guard and that brief moment of "umm" or "hmm"

well, i used to be like that.
i don't know but i was.
and for some odd reasons, i don't know if it's my awkward shyness or my insecurity of my own future, i erm-ed.

BUT now,
after some incidents that happened,
starting from today onwards, i know where i'm going. and i won't be afraid to say it out loud.
'cause it's my dream and imma CATCH IT!
no matter what your response would be. (:

aaaaanyway,
going back to what happened at school recently.

we're having the annual Hari Keusahawanan this thurday,
and my class is joining! *weee*
though it's a weird combination of excitement and fear, our choice was God's choice, too.
so i believe in it.

we pretty much signed up at the latest date possible, and everything's just crammed up in one big pile of mess.
i admit that we don't have time at all to go slow and plan things through properly.
because we can't, we seriously can't.
but GOD can and that's why we're doing it. ;)

today i was very moody and stressed out over the whole thing,
i guess my expression gave everything away and scared some of you. (i'm sorry about that!)
but a very very big thank-you to HUICHING!
thank you so much, though u maybe not even realize it,
but talking to you made me feel a LOT better, really.
sometimes u can be so moody too, but when you're cheerful, you cheer everyone around you. hahaha so thank you again. :)


we can't do everything with our tiny-weeny hands and tiny-weeny knowledge,
so i need you.
i'm completely weak without you.
thank you, for giving me abundantly.
& now, bless my right hand and flood it with inspirations.
and YOUR wonderful creativity. ;))