the naive in me.

hey hey.
yeah it's me here.
typing nonsense as my fingers dart randomly and uncontrollably by itself on the keyboard.
this maybe isn't coming out of my mind.
probably my reflex action or something.





...
ok if you didn't understand a single thing i just typed.
don't feel retarded. heh.
and don't worry about me. i'm fine. =)

i'm going to malacca for this weekend,
visit the old folks at the kampung.
last time i went back was chinese new year's. long enough, huh ?

there's probably alot going on,
that the adults wouldn't want the non-adults to know.
or to be involved.
hmm,
ever wonder why things between adults have to be so complicated?
wouldn't it be wonderful
if everything was just back to the beginning,
simple but yet, happy & content.


there could be more than one thing,
or negative something
that's the cause of my freaking moodiness right now.


why are the good and beautiful things,
always more logical and believable by the human mind?

just tell me what are the odds?




ok, i'm sorry if i'm freaking you out.
but right now,
at this moment,
i couldn't care less.

stop running wild, imagination.
you need a proper rest.


so just leave me alone, stupid thoughts.
i don't need you.
i want to have my joy and passion back
that's what i need.

i need You.
C:






note-to-self ,
care less, please.