the naive in me.

hey hey.
yeah it's me here.
typing nonsense as my fingers dart randomly and uncontrollably by itself on the keyboard.
this maybe isn't coming out of my mind.
probably my reflex action or something.





...
ok if you didn't understand a single thing i just typed.
don't feel retarded. heh.
and don't worry about me. i'm fine. =)

i'm going to malacca for this weekend,
visit the old folks at the kampung.
last time i went back was chinese new year's. long enough, huh ?

there's probably alot going on,
that the adults wouldn't want the non-adults to know.
or to be involved.
hmm,
ever wonder why things between adults have to be so complicated?
wouldn't it be wonderful
if everything was just back to the beginning,
simple but yet, happy & content.


there could be more than one thing,
or negative something
that's the cause of my freaking moodiness right now.


why are the good and beautiful things,
always more logical and believable by the human mind?

just tell me what are the odds?




ok, i'm sorry if i'm freaking you out.
but right now,
at this moment,
i couldn't care less.

stop running wild, imagination.
you need a proper rest.


so just leave me alone, stupid thoughts.
i don't need you.
i want to have my joy and passion back
that's what i need.

i need You.
C:






note-to-self ,
care less, please.

weeheehee xD / wuuhuuhuu T-T ?

grand piano grand piano grand piano !!
Now, i really wish, that i have a grand piano at home.
one that which i can jump on it and play anything, anytime !!
Bahahaha ;D

got that sudden urge 'cause i was recently playing the grand piano at church,
which the keys got so much looser and nicer to play
the feeling when those keys were pressed down
felt, perfect !
it was the best feeling to be played on a piano. really x)
and the melody just sounded so HARMONIZED !
and it meant 10000% more meaningful, when you're playing for God :D

really hope that one day,
in the future

i'll have my own SUPERAWESOMELOVELY GRAND PIANO !! teehee ;)
maybe it shouldn't be named 'grand' piano,
maybe it should be something like the 'Love' piano
HAHAHA !!


am going to church later tonight to finally have the gathering with KCMC's P&W team
about our AWESOME kl trip last last week hahahaha xD

it'll be wonderful,
to share our so many amazing experiences
and encounters there. God blesssss ! :D











P/S
iwantacanontoo. :X

If today was last friday..

it's been five days since i got back from doubtlessly,
the most memorable and perhaps once in a lifetime trip.

although time can't be rewind (despite how much i really want that to happen),
i kept refreshing my memories of all the time we've spent together, at those three days. it seemed awfully fast to pass those days so soon. sighs.


Hahaha, ok!
so since i have a test coming up next week,
imma tell you about the trip we've had last Friday
Lol, yes, the test has nothing related with the trip. xD


well, as you should know we went by two cars
i followed the second one and reached at around 9+pm at KL.
and the first thing we did was eat dinner !

and let me tell you, it's the FIRST time in my life that i see such a crowded and Looooooooooong restaurant. :O
and it's literally long.
i didn't get a chance to measure it but trust me laa.
and i didn't took my alphie with me so didn't shot anything.
it practically took up the spaces of 1 whole row of shoplet.
but the restaurant was only 1 shop.

the food was okay, but the waiters are crazy !
they memorize the orders like remembering the alphabets.
i was really impressed by that. and of course the boss. xD

then FINALLY arrived at our stay, Sun Inns Hotel
went straight up and brushed up and changed.
then went over to aileen's room to watch silly videos, thanks to adeline ! :D
laugh like crazy women, sorry neighbours. :P


second day,
we woke up at 6am
but when me, pei ling and pei ting were all done and dressed up,
we found out we were the earliest ones xD
so nothing to do and started camwhoring. LOL.

yup, no windows.
i very big 'suffering' for me. :/

there're a whole lot more but looking at them now,
only i feel our lameness.
so, no uploads xP


finally at 8am we reached PCMC - Puchong Chinese Methodist Church
ate breakfast and started our programme there.
had a great time to teach and gain a whole lot more,
but we were all pretty hyper and kept siao-ing xD

coincidently,
five of us wore white that day.
so we call ourselves
THEWHITETEAM xD

and these three
THEPINKTEAM

and these two freaks
UNCLASSIFIED.
bahahaha.

our emcee,
Jerry gor gor. ;D


bwahahahahahahahaha !!!!

after the programme,
we went for some fooooood at Pappa Rich
we still had an hour plus before heading to City Harvest Church,
but at that point,
we were pretty exhausted already.
but miraculously,
when we think about going to CHC, we get hyper again LOL.

from now onwards,the sugar is kind of starting to react already xD

on the way to CHC ,
we started the sugar-rushing-craziness.
the GPS guy's voice just cracks me up when he says 'selatan' or 'barat'
LOL !
and dunno what's wrong with our driver, aileen.
but she kept missing the bump and as a result,
all of us were like flying in the car -_-
buttock pain !!

FINALLY !
arrived at CHC and they were having a prayer meeting
almost all of them were praying in tongue
which is a phenomenon that i experienced for the first time

then the P&W started,
it's just full of the Holy Spirit's presence and i felt every body cell in me was just praising God completely.
the music, the songs, the surrounding. it was a peaceful place. :)
and an amazing encounter with God,
GOD IS GOOD ALL THE TIME, ALL THE TIME GOD IS GOOD !! :D

after the sevice,

we 'dragged' ourselves to Sunway Pyramid 'cause SOME of us still wanted to go shopping, how typical. 8D

we walked around for a short while and went to have a very BIG supper at Dragon-i. Frankly speaking, we shouldn't even be eating that much food late in the evening. o.o

so hard to digest afterwards. xO

we were like dead people walking around, guess everyone was too tired. xD

went back to hotel to finally get some rest, recharge our battery for another day !

on the third day,

we joined the Damansara Utama Methodist Church (DUMC) sunday service. they were really very generous enough, serving so humbly in everyway. and, practically treating us like 'V.I.P.'s'

wow, all of us were really blown away by their hospitality and kindness,

ESPECIALLY the DUMC P&W Ministry Leader, Stephenie ! she guided us and talked and shared with us so much about their team and working together for God.

it was absolutely the most wonderful experience to have there :D

as a member of a worship team,we realized there is sooo much more waiting for us to learn and improve, and most of all, grow spiritually and keep burning for God !!

We had a small 1 hour workshop session with them, and we were all divided to groups.

and honestly, one hour is really not enough to learn the so many things we don't know! we really wanted to stay there longer and talk with them. you can really see how devoted they are to God and to their church. God blesses them so much =)

well, very soon later, we had to say goodbye to each other and leave for Kuantan.

i felt really heavy-hearted to leave because it was the most memorable experience for me, God's showing me bit by bit everyday, to better serve and glorify Him.

worship Him forever !

one thing have God taught me through this trip -- is although you're young, God wants to use and mold you starting from now !

if you hear God's calling, don't hesitate to grab this chance to worship and serve Him with ALL your heart !

'Cause God wants to do great things out of your life, and to expand His kingdom :)

praisepraisepraise to our AWESOME GOD !! :D

if i was anymore impatient, i'd explode.

Yep, the reason that's the title is because..

I SERIOUSLY CANNOT WAIT FOR THIS WEEKEND ANY LONGER!!!!!!!!!

Ahhhh
yeah, the anticipation is almost unbearable.
but the good thing is,
everytime i feel so unwilling to do something
i remember this weekend and i automatically become happier. xD
so just by the thought of that, i'm able to go through this week easier. ;)


R.R. aka Recess Revo
is heading for a very good start.
much thanks to Jeremy whom revived this activity once again at our school.
i always feel really privileged to gather with brothers and sisters in Christ ! =D

k i gtg 'cause imma latefor tuition.
BYE !!
;D

i'm going to KL i'm going to KL i'm going to KL !!!!!!!!!!!

ok, so i guess my post title just explained it all.





The end.
















































Bahahaha!
sorry for my lameness but i'm just overly excited for this coming friday's KL trip
i've never been so excited to go to the capital of our country before,
but do you know why??
only one reason, GOD !!
I'm going on a meaningful and special trip to know God better :D

Well,
just to roughly ease your pain due to too much suspense, LOL
imma tell you a little of our trip laaaa.

Friday, we're going to start our journey.
There'll be 2 separate cars because of different timing.
As for ME, i'm joining the second car 'cause i have tuition in the afternoon till 6.
so i'll be leaving at 6.30pm
(i bet i can't even concentrate at tuition xD )

then the next morning,
we're going to Puchong church to have a workshop with their P&W team there.
it'll be great to learn together. :)
and in the night!
we're going to City Harvest Church.

excuse me, i meant
WE'RE GOING TO CITY HARVEST CHURCH !!!
xDDDDD

AND ! on sunday
we're going to DUMC to join their sunday service and have a workshop lead by their P&W team.
awesomeawesomefreakingawesome. xD

excuse me for a moment
'cause it's a really awesome opportunity for all of us!
*jumps up and down and down and up*
i'll tell u all about it after sunday. x)

and most importantly,
i get to bring my beloved alphie along!!
my trusted consort. ;)
itchy hands xD

...
BYE ! ;D