Time to pack up that Christmas tree

Yesterday was the first and last day
the mif gang went out to watch a movie with our beloved PASTOR BEN !
since he's going to be transferred to another church at Tanjung Sepat starting next year,
we won't be having much chances to go to the cinemas together in the future. =/
but hopefully, we will ! :D

we watched this movie yesterday night

Yup & we watched it in 3D
with the 'cool' 3D glasses xD
well, it was my first time watching a movie which will pop out from the big screen
i was kinda afraid that it'll give me a huge headache
but thankfully, it didn't at all.
instead, it was my nose which had to suffer throughout the movie.
the glasses were so HUGE & honestly uncomfortable
kept slipping down my nose and hanging at the middle of it.
no fun about that part. =x

glad to say that the movie was a blast
it's incredibly breathtaking with all the fantastic graphics,
i especially love the part where all the plants will glow in the dark in vivid colours
it was awesome. xD

the movie ended around 9.50pm
then we walked around ecm which half the stores there were closed for the day
and then was when we started acting crazy, literally.
we took photos with almost every posters and wallpapers at the mall with the most silly poses
super duper fun ! :D

then we all went to yamcha at Alif restuarant
and we were obviously the loudest crowd there.
can't blame us though. =x

well that was the end of yesterday,
shall post a picture of our respected and beloved, all-time favourite pastor in our hearts.
Pastor Benjamin Tan Hwa Pin !

Err, this is his usual behavior.
so, don't be surprised. =D

this one too. xD

Gonna miss all the time we'd spent together since 2003 :)

-Ben & his lovely wife, Christine-




a great teacher
an amazing "cold-joker"
a super eater
a lovable friend


we're reallyreallyreally gonna miss you so so much
and we'll always remember you
as the way you've came into our lives & touched us so deeply
please forgive us if we'd ever done you wrong
and upset you,
we never meant to.
when we meet with trials
we'll always remember your guidance
that has been taught to us only from God through you to us.
=)



a huge THANK YOU to you !
we love you.
:)

Christmas Eve. :)

So fast ?
Wow, tomorrow's the day i've been waiting for the whole holiday.
CHRISTMAS !! CHRISTMAS !!
Christmas cheers galore. :D


Can't believe very soon 2009 is going to end
Hmmm.
tonight's our last stop of Christmas caroling at MS GARDEN ~
and we have to make 3 different stops at ms garden itself,
the lobby, the coffee house and the restaurant.
Waaa, tonight can sing till no voice dy xD
God bless us so that there's will be people listening. 8P


tomorrow morning 10am
we're having our Christmas morning service at church
and i'm getting baptist too ~
an official acceptance as a member of the church & an official grown-up christian :)


here's one of the photos from the vbs camp last week
yes, i'm finally done editing them.
PHEW ~
me likey the new editor, teehee ! :D

click to enlarge it, if you want.
or you prefer to view it with your super eyes, you're welcome to. :)

now i know, how it feels.

wow,
had been such a rushy and busy week ..
finally time for me to blog.
felt like i had nothing to say but still urged to write about something . zee-zee-zee

well here goes.


VBS last week was a success.
and i have to say it had been a very memorable part for my holiday
spending it with all those kids. l
et me learned about a lot of things & touched by those amazing kids.
they're all naive and mature at the same time,
which sometimes just blows your mind away by their response. :D
they're all super cute !
they have such amazing passion for everything.
we should be more like them xD

also, we went Christmas caroling at a few places ...
spreading the wonderful NEWS !!
yeah, and it's almost Christmas :)
and soon enough,
all the excitement would be over.
imma miss this holiday. x)


OH AND YEAH,
remember the 1 malaysia picture me and my cousins took a few months ago?
Yup, that baby won FIRST PRIZE !!
wooohooo ~
Thank God.
it's all just great,
thanks Tam ! thanks Rowei ! thanks Kevin !
and thank you to the other two friends of Tam whichidunnotheirnames =P !
it's a wonderful experience
thanks all !

hmmm. nothing else to say.
just ..

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE ! =)

allthelittlestthingscount

filled holiday

starting this week
i'll spend almost everyday at church =x
and it's not gonna be boring as you think, cause it's gonna be FUN !! xD

intense practice is starting this week in preparation for ChristmasChristmasChristmas ;D
drama , tambourine dance ..
and also preparation for MIF's own christmas celebration this Sunday !
wheeee~ Hahahah
helping out with my church's Vacation Bible School organized by sunday school
gonna spend 3 whole days with crazywildjumpinghereandthere kidssss, it's gonna be .. fun. x)

we're having a christmas caroling at MEGAMALL this year
a choir of 333 members. wow. good number, eh? =D
we're gonna spread the wonderful news ~ :)
c'mon down to megamall on 19th Dec ( friday ) and share the love with us =3

wow, really anticipating all the events that's gonna take place in the next few days and weeks
and of course, those ehem-untouched-ehem homeworks =O
it's halfway through the holidays now,
and they SHOULDN'T be untouched.
...
how should i finish'em now with my 'busy' schedule ? O_O
God bless me.



Tam, hopefully there'll be very good news to break to me
after you come back from KL this friday. Cross our fingers x)
sorry that i couldn't be there with you !
though, don't be nervous.
just remember to breathe when they announce you as the... you know la xD
Have a safe journey there ~ :)




all those little things
they mean a lot to me.
it's too late to give up now. =)

it's another year.

it's 7th Dec today!
which means its my beloved mum and brother's birthday ~
Yep, both of them are borned on the exact same date
except there's a few years' difference xD

HAPPYBIRTHDAY MUM & JARED JABLONSKY !!

GOD'LL ALWAYS BLESS YOU GUYS THROUGHOUT THE REST OF YOUR JOURNEY =)

it's another year again.
time sure flies. or i should say shoot. =x


i feel that we're somehow closer now
it's about time. hah.
but no rush, one step at a time.
♥ the slightly awkwardness. :)

imma dreamcatcher. x)

it had been a great holiday so far, ;)
i'm enjoying every moment of it, and luckily i've not wasted my time much. xD
still hasn't touch that guitar ~
i need the passion again !

my relatives from malacca are staying at my house for this weekend
they're all out now, shopping.
and i'm ALONE in the house, hehehahaha
the only time that i feel free to come online especially when there's so many people in my house. lol.
and my little cousin, Shawn
is super scared of my dad, seriously.
he runs away everytime he sees his face,
and all of us would just laugh 'cause it's just tooooo funny. xD
he's cute but too much saliva for me. =x

spent almost my whole day at church today,
from 8am in the morning, till 5.30pm
of course there was break in between
felt kinda exhausted & sleepy,
BUT i don't felt bored or wasted for all the time spent
... =)



CHRISTMAS !!
ahhhh, can't wait for Christmas.
a meaningful season, a great time to gather together. x)
jingle bells, everyone. ;D

...

Hey sorry about the lack of words for my previous post.
i was surrounded and unable to blog freely. xD
so i'm gonna blog, now. lol.

Click here ~ for the photos i took during my last trip to KL =)


[ the day before yesterday ]
i went to mega with my sister and her friends to watch NEW MOON !
and it was freakin' awesome, seriously.
i'd choose new moon over twilight 'cause it's much more dramatic and it's just better~ LOL. oh, and i especially love the werewolves!
especially jacob. too cute. xD

what was supposed to be horrifying, did scared me
what was supposed to be humorous, did made me laugh
what was supposed to be moving & romantic, did touched me.
so that's how i could describe it i guess
just go watch it! and you'll know what i mean larrr. xD

[ yesterday ]
me & aigeen went to huiching's house just for fun. hahahah
we basically didn't do anything useful. (no offense xD)
just lingered and chat and fooled around
better than staying home. ;D
oh, and don't forget music, of course. Lol.

[ today ]
attended my first ever art class
with my brother and sis.
and when i arrived,
almost all of the students are kidsss
which automatically turned my interest down.
don't really feel like talking about it
don't ask why. =x



i'm just looking forward for tomorrow.
i know things will be better, definitely.
starting tomorrow, things're gonna be great, i just know it. x)
waiiiting for it. ;)

hoping for a merry christmas :)

One sky. =D

whooo~
it always feels good to be back.
back to the rainy days again in kuantan
kinda miss the shower of mother nature,
i already had a few dry days. x)

had a goood trip
and am kinda tired.
DECEMBER !
omg, i can't wait for this month to end.
mewantdecembernow. lol.

there'll be a lot of things to do soon
and i'll be doing them with all of my heart if i can
'cause passion gives everything you do the motivation. ;)

i snapped a lot of photos from the past few days
i'll try to upload them SOON after i'm done editing, watermarking, & resizing them. =D
been carrying the heavy dsrl everywhere i went
shoulder-ache! =x
but it's worth every shot

unluckily i didnt brought it today when i went out
felt the instant regret when i stepped into Times Square..
...
all the christmas decorations were amazing and very cheery
could've snapped a lot of nice photos there.
oh, weeeell.. -____________- "

going to see new moon tomorrow
can't wait..!
been anticipating it since.. 8)



thought of everything you could be doing at that moment
every routine we used to do today.
feels apart
but
there's a huge part of me that was left with you
will wait, will wait. ;)

it's the same everytime.

2012
Just watched it with my family this evening
& i must give two thumbs up for that movie 'cause it was really incredible.
though i choose to be a non-believer of the veracity of that film
its good to enjoy it, but believing it is a totally different situation.

Great movie 'cause of all the suspense in it
it gets my blood racing everytime when the hero looks like he's about to die.
and all the touching moments
all the valuable lessons to be learned
it's something worth thinking about after you leave that cinema room.

...

heading to KL tomorrow
for some fun and excitement.
it can get pretty boring here. =/
but still the separation will cause the same old feelings to roll in again
even after so long, it still does.
i wonder if i'll ever get over it?
but i'm hoping i won't. pfft.

i'm lucky enough to have yesterday
and i shouldn't be too greedy
'cause God gives you only what's best. keep that in mind, would'ya? ;)
i know this 'distance'
it's only an understatement compared to otherss
so i should be happy enough. =)

You're wrapped around my thoughts
but i don't know how to unwrap it, fortunately.
*smiles*

I'll be hoping, each and everyday ;)

Wheeee for holidays!
Anyone starting to feel the spirit of Christmas like i am now?
I just can't WAIT for it! Teeeheehee x)

it's been raining non stop for a few days now,
i kinda like the raining this year,
unlike many other previous years
'cause the rain is not pouring down heavily but just soft constant drizzles.
LOVE it. :D

Today was mif's election for the new badge of committee members 09
thank God, that almost all the members came today
the attendance had to be the best one this year. xP
it's both something to be proud of but a little bit ashamed of at the same time.
how ironic. -__-

the voices have spoken and the new committee members are finally chosen
we know that this group of people is God's choice,
and all part of His wonderful blueprint.
so let's work together & bring up our youths and also grow together more in Christ.
God'll be guiding us all! =)

thank You so much for everything
You really work in mysterious but wonderful ways
a million thanks!
and i've realized again,
that Your plans are always better mine
You'd already planned everything ahead of time
feeling grateful, deeply.

silent dialogue
i guess i read your mind? lol.
it's like we wouldn't even need to have words
...

Praying for something more
i won't give up!
you're the reason i look forward to the future,
so i can make it through the dreadful days.
=)

Never thought of such a feeling.

today was the last day of school for me.
wow, feels great,
a great day to say bye bye to my form 4 life, Lol.

spent most of my time today in the rain,
a lot of kissingtherain activities happened today,
and it's aweeesome. xD
somehow i just have the urge,
the urge to stretch out my hand into the rain when i was sitting at the sidewalk.
waaa, the feeling of the rain dripping with it's uneven rhythm unto my palm,
feels great!
freezing, but stil great. ;D

and me and huiching,
talked and talked and talked for almost the whole day at school.
kept changing locations so we won't be spotted,
HAHAHAH, joooking.
we sat behind the ICT lab which is facing the field aka an ideal place for dating,
but of course was not the reason of us being there!
luckily that place was sheltered and dry,
it was a really inspirational and calm scenery there, love it!
there were water puddles at the field
wow, and so were white doves, a flock of'em
we feel like we're in a little piece of nature there.
shared a lot, and talked a lot. =)

and then we went to the dewan makan
because it was the main reason we ponteng-ed class. lol.
the reason, was because there's a piano there, x)
luckily no one was around except canteen staffs.
we played Parchelbel's Canon in D
waaa, really harmonized and it feels wooo~
Hahaha.
both of us got the urge to play again and again,
maybe played for 3 times. xD
she was the right hand, an i was the left.
let's do it again NEXT YEAR!
lol, feels like such a long time till then,
but of course we'll meet up again in the hols, yes, MUST.

and oh!
we ran in the not so heavy rain back to class when the bell rang.
and i got my whole shoe stained with MUD.
yeaaa, eww.
but it's getting old anyway, so i'm throwing it out.
really could feel every raindrop on my face ,
every kiss of the breeze on my skin.
again, it FEELS GREAT!
hahaha =D

didn't regret going to school, huh?
as i said, memorable last day of school.
and i guess this is it.
next year, 2010
another new start for all us
to learn , to grow , and to fight! >=D
next year's an important year,
so let's work hard together, 'ight?

Au revoir, 09.
;)

Time to say bye bye

Tomorrow'll be the last day i'm going to SMKAA as a form 4 student.
cause i'm not going on friday.
for some unreasonable reasons.
iknowiknow,
a normal person would think of to go to school on the last day
which ends at a much earlier time bee-tee-double-u
but i'm just different lorrr. xD

it's time to say bye bye,
bye bye to alot of things.
but there're still certain things that is for me to say hello and hold on to.
i'll have much more chances soon,
i'm counting on YOU :)

so manymanymany things happened this week,
many in consideration of the speed. LOL.
and i'm hoping, wishing, praying,
for miracles to happen soooon.
'cause i ain't givin' up, remember? =)

Somehow,
it's become my daily routine to think of you and
remember all our sweetest memories.. x)

walk me, walk me, walk me there.

Wordlessly meaningful

It's just not the same.
seems like the same thing doesn't always happen twice.
no matter how much..
opportunities are for you to grab
can't sit around & wait
things don't come so easy,
it never did.

still it's special,
wordlessly special.
wordlessly meaningful.
despite that,
everything else was perfect.
don't take this for granted.

testing my patience and faith.
i shall take this challenge,
'cause i already am.
i'm not givin' up!
=)

For you from me. :)

" Cameras are unique in their ability to turn passing emotions into permanent images. They alllow you to preserve a precious memory, or share a special moment with many other people. "

-anunknownauthorfromanunknownphotographymagazine-

The reason photography is such addiction to me,
is because i am able to capture that exact moment of something so beautiful and undefinable precious second and turn it into a permanent piece of art and a solid proof of that special retention and keeping it forever.

Memories always fade,
no matter how much you try to hold on to them..
Only exceptional to those extraextraextra special memories.

I'm waiting patienly,
i've waited patiently,
i will wait ever so patiently
for it's too special to me and you don't know how much it means.
Starting to change,
and i'm enjoying this change too much, maybe.
The hope for it to last is..everlasting.

♥ bistrouille
♥ that extraordinary thing

=)

Keeper. ;)

Artsy ♥ Bistro.

Cloud of laziness finally rolled away from me temporarily today.
so i decided to edit and upload the photos i took last saturday.
which took me alotalotalot of time to do.
but doing something of your passion
the time doesn't really matter. x)

so you can now feel free to check them up HERE and leave your most appreciated comments. :)

Artsy has now a new thing added to her thingstodobeforereturningtoheaven list.
And she is praying for it to become a reality, someday. :)
Faith is all it takes.

Castle in the air.

More than one.

Miracles happened.
And it happened on last Saturday 07.11.09
Maybe it can't be considered as a miracle but it happened truly remarkably.

It has been raining for weeks now.
As far as i know,
it hadn't stopped for one whole day once.
And it did last saturday during our CMC Opening Ceremony.
We prayed, and He listened. :)

Everything went extremely smooth.
And it was just a memorable day for us all.
It was just an irrevocable feeling for what i felt,
to see CMC so successfully renovated and became how it is today.
it's just unbelievable.
Praise the Lord.

i'm lazy to upload the photos,
and i'm being honest.
Maybe because i don't think i did a very good job,
kinda disappointed with the photos.
But, it's all a process of learning.
And i learnt. ;D
if you really wanna check it out,
you can go to my FB profile and search for it there.


It began to rain again today,
and somehow i have feelings for rainy days.
They're just my favourite kind of weather
and i feel it just suits me so well.
Hahaha.
Maybe it's the moodiness , or the melody of it.

You listened to me. And i'm truly truly grateful.
I'd never thought such a small prayer of mine,
would be heard by You and answering it so soon and unconditionally
I'm stunned.
In a very miraculous way.

Lately i enjoy praising God with my eyes closed.
I hadn't really tried that much before,
and now I close my eyes to praise Him almost everytime.
It just happens naturally
not purposely.
it's just like He's leading me to another place,
another time and surrounding.
A place filled with only His presence and beautiful music.
I'm thinking He is letting me grow and learn more.
by showing me how great His love is, how touching.
And i'm learning to give it up and just fall into Your arms
everytime i have the chance.

And slowly understanding the reason for my stillquiteregretfulexperience
it's to make room for new and better things.
so much better.
Should've never doubted You.
Your plans are always ahead and greater than mine.
I'm thanking You so much, and I know this is a new start.
A new change for the better. :)

Still waiting
and believing that it's comingcomingcoming soon.
;)

Drizzle on me.

It's monsoon season.
I didnt realize how long had Kuantan been invaded by frequent rain till yesterday.
So outdated. -______-

Still, i'm a rain lover too.
Though there are times where i wish the rain would stop and hoping for some sun,
the feeling of breezy winds filling the humid air is still my favourite :)

Didn't went to school today
'cause no one else seems to be going. xD
besides, I'd rather sleep late than waking up early just to go to school and rot.
staying in bed when soft raindrops drizzling outside the window is just serenity to me.
A luxury in life. x)

Tomorrow,
a grand event.
A historical day,
if i may say so.
Kuantan Methodist Church's Official Opening Ceremony 07.11.09
It'll be a busy day tomorrow
and i'm very very much looking forward to it.

I'll need to clear the memory space in my camera for tomorrow's event
so i can snap endless photos for keeper. ;)
Don't be surprised if you see many colourful flags and banner hanging around my church, i'vebeentolditlookslikewe'rehavingaparade.
-_________-

Here's a picture of the moon on 31st Oct'09
I don't know what this amazing phenomena is called
but it sure amazed me. :)

When i was practicing for my art's paper the next day.
xD

Colour me!

Little Picasso.

May I scream?

Hear me out!
I'm not really screaming.
just super duper? happy that this is f i n a l l y o v e r .
You can say that a year of schooling is finally behind me.
Form 4 life, is soon becoming something in the past for us.

double-u. oh. double-u.
can you believe it?
I can't. i honestly can't.
A year!
i've gone through a year as a sixteen year old.
How often in a lifetime are you sixteen?
Yeah. it's gone.
BUT at least as you grow older,
you'll still have those crystal-like precious memories for you to hold on to.
And i'm never letting go. :)

Yesterday.
The best & ihavetosay most beautiful coincidence happened.
I was in the bilik seni with huiching and sukwy
as we were just about to start our paper for our favourite subject & themostrelaxingsubject
it starts drizzling.
at first i thought i'd heard it wrong, it sounded like marbles.
then, we see tiny raindrops started falling outside the door.
AND the sun was still up & bright.
Sunny rain? is that what you call it?
i don't know, direct translation from chinese. x)

huiching, don't know for what reason,
went to the door and she turned and maybeshouted Rainbow!
wow, as if we'd never seen rainbows before.
we ran to the door and i gasped.
c o m p l e t e l y stunned.

the most beautiful rainbow i'd ever witnessed.
EVER.
and seriously, i was so so so freaking regretting that i didn't had my camera with me!
Really... Grrr.
Me and huiching was literally shrieking of excitement.
can't blame us for being nature lovers ;)
at that moment,
all i could do, cameraless,
was to snap that breathtaking view into my mind,
and praying that it'll stay there.

Tell me, how often do you get to see a full rainbow at the sky? with all the colours of it precisely visible?
Not much, i can tell you that.
and i must say in gratitude, that i was taking my exam at block C that day.
If not,
i would've not been able to see that amazing phenomena.
my friends didn't saw it,
and i somehow feel sorry for them.
because it was too beautiful.
=)

A long and somehow short holiday is stretching ahead of me
As always, i always plan to use it wisely,
but ending up.. notsowisely.
ashamed as i should be,
I'm promising to myself that this holiday is going to be different.
and I pray for the strength to change it that way.
I know with You, all things are possible :)


Without a care in the world,
Hide me now.
=)