turning point.


it's official
i'm an official student confirmed for UTAR 2011/12 ACADEMIC YEAR FOUNDATION IN ARTS LEADING TO BACHELOR OF ARTS (HONS) GRAPHIC DESIGN AND MULTIMEDIA
:)
happy? sad?
all i know is that it's hard to pen'em down
or sum it up in one word.
after all the choice listing, decisions making, struggling, decisions changing, trying, failing, struggling again,
it all has to come down to a final.
by the end of the day,
u still gotta man up and take that leap of faith
and make that crucial decision.

i've made it,
i chose this,
i prayed about it,
i asked,
i've made a few dumb moves
i've been questioned
but all that are lessons to learn and to prepare for new beginnings.

i will hold through no matter,
He has brought me here,
am not alone :)

*deep breaths*

Not because of what i've done.

Titus 3: 4-5

But when the kindness and love of God our Savior appeared, he saved us, not because of righteous things we had done, but because of his mercy.

(this picture is just to put a smile on ur face, hope that it brightened up ur day :D)

Parent's love.


it is very true to say that, when u truly love someone, u give them the best, not the leftovers.
i see that example presented daily in my parent's lives :)
everytime they ta pao food from outside and we all sit around the table choosing according to our likings
even if my parents already took the ones i want,
and i only casually (maybe sometimes more sternly than intended) say i want their food :P,
they will give it up and let me enjoy it instead, unhesitant.
and they'll take the food that's left.

a mother's love,
a father's love,
equally equal for their children.
they don't mind giving more even if it means having less.

so good hor?
:)
i wanna try doing that to them instead of the other way round,
Happy Mother & Father's Day this sunday!!

Being not counted in is such a weird feeling to feel.
To know how it tastes like now, i can relate better.
At least a warm n seemingly insignificant invitation makes u feel better in some ways
Even if the answer will be no. :)
I thank the people n friends for counting me in at times,
I very much appreciate ur heart n effort :D

I'll also be more aware of the ppl outside the invisible circle now.
They're there, just waiting for u to reach out to them.
Just that tiny reach.

And then, there was rain :)


what a good day today.
a very fruitful and easy-going one :D
with a tiny pinch of spontaneousness to perfect it up.
can be said that we finally had a 'serious' photoshoot today. muahaha.
so much to thank the Lord for! 
from the tiny gifts to the huge weather control that He prepared for us beforehand :)
and after all that ended, 
it rained.
what a great way to end it!


*big fat thumbs up* 
:)

Ain't no mountain hiiiigh enough!


it's so easy to get scared off and chicken out on a work put on you,
to simply uninvolved urself by saying "i'm not good enough." 
but it takes soo much more courage to stand by God's word and your word
and on the decision u've made.

have faith because nothing is impossible.
God is an all-possibilities-God. weeee! :D

I still have so much to work on on being patient
everytime i forget, Daddy rings the red light
"ding ding ding!"

i can, for love. i cannnn.