Friday, December 13, 2013

Warm me up

These two days I've had the wonderful honor of being guests of two very awesome cooks.
I'm really full (not just with the food) with thankfulness now. Bahaha

Though yesterday was one of the most mentally and physically challenging day in a long time
the reward was great at the end of the day.
thank God so much for His sufficient loving grace.


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Rainy seasons. Rainy days.
They make me rather moody too with all these dark clouds.
Come soon, sunshine days.

The more you close yourself in, the colder your heart gets.
The less capable you are to love.
Feeling a little cold-hearted lately.
Lord let it not start to frost.
I need the sunshiny days to warm it up.
I know for too sure, that, the people around me are so real.
Created to be as tangible as can be.
There are impacts in every word I say and everything I do.
I can't close my eyes and pretend people are not there.
The more I go out into the crowd and open myself up, the more I'll get tried and hurt.
But in another light, I will also get surprised and touched by how we're all perfectly human.
Capable of healing and loving and growing.
We seek to bring out the best in people because the Lord of lords gave the best for us.
We strive to lead people to the right way because we know where it goes.
We want to love and to be loved even more, because there is simply no greater thing in this world than His love.
and we, me especially, cannot and will not want to do all that if God is not the reason.
So it's okay, put yourself out there because not for a second will it be for nothing.
Seasons will change. Rainy days come and go.
Don't lose hope.

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