Do you know how big is our God?
do you even have the slightest idea?


it will blow your mind away
and you will resize yourself and God in your whole mindset
when you come to realization
who our God really is.


all that He had breathed life into,
created,
multiplied,
carefully designed,
amazingly crafted,
freely given,
constantly held on to.


us.
you and I
we are fearfully and wonderfully made,
down to the smallest cell in your body,
by this God who holds the entire GIGANTIC (it's not even close to describe it) universe
at the center of His palms.

Daddy the Amazing



He has been my great time planner all this while
ever so faithful
making sure everywhere i go and everything i do
is just, right in order and according to His timing
arranged my new sem timetable so ngam that i won't have class for this friday
knowing that we'll need to depart early in the morning for an upcoming church camp
I WON'T NEED TO SKIP!
i admit at first i was worried
but i was experiencing complete surrender unto Him
and He did what He always does
long before it needed to happen
and many many more events that took place these few days
that just went smoooth like butter


how can i NOT be joyous?!!! :D

Arrows pointing back to Him




when someone would say to me, 'Your song choices really connected in a smooth way that helped me connect with God'
i know it's not just me.


or 'The words you spoke just now really touched my heart'
i know it's not just me.


'I'm glad I came. I felt like I found back my love for God again. Refreshed.'
you know it's not just because of what we did.


but it's us + God
that created the setting where people could meet Him
that was able to reach into the depths of people's hearts and renew it.
that through us, God could minister to His children.
bring comfort and life


you will truly be deeply blessed when you act in faith.
and be used by God to bless the people around you the same.
:)

you is enough!

no one here for me.

no good grades in study.

no enough friends to hang out with.

no enough money.

no attention for me.

no good looks.

and many more no's

it's always so easy to think of what i don't have

and complain.

why like this. why like that!

but complaining is pretty unfulfilling

it can mean missing out to see the things Dad has already given me

and how i can multiply what i have and be grateful about it

what i don't have just seems puny standing next to it in comparison.

there's always things to be grateful about.

and yes they are enough

God, Your creator defines you

not the things you have and can do.

¹⁴ Do everything without grumbling or arguing, ¹⁵ so that you may become blameless and pure, “children of God without fault in a warped and crooked generation.”^[a] Then you will shine among them like stars in the sky ¹⁶ as you hold firmly to the word of life.And then I will be able to boast on the day of Christ that I did not run or labor in vain. Philippians 2:14-16

Worry what?

only starting a new phase of life a few days ago,

but even though i'm just a few days in i'm already experiencing Him greatly :)

He provided for me wherever i needed and had to go

miles before i even needed to go there.

just to point a few

He sent people to fetch me to quite a few destinations simply by divine intervention

something i seldom experience 

before i practice to give cheerfully and generously

and before i am putting all efforts to really want this change to happen

i'm sooo happy la :D

all this is just prepping me up to be more pumped to officially start my degree life!

great to count on a God that never lets you worry :p

just :)

i've been pampered and 'rejuvenated' both spiritually and physically today.

received a full of love facial from ah yooh

and got to be a part of an exciting upcoming project.

learned alot, saw alot, and ATE. ALOTTTT today.

:D :D

just. wow.

literally, bloated.

hahahah.

God is in the midst of it all, He comes to a prepared atmosphere :)

was dearly blessed.

just thought i'd pen this down.

after a notsolong day, GOODNIGHT BEAUTIFUL PEOPLE!!

Hearing Him on Mount Sinai :)



God's voice is not in the furious winds that split the mountain,
nor is it in the earthquake or the fire,
but His voice comes in a soft whisper.


when you set yourself there in a place and time for an appointment with Him,
just quiet yourself.
you will find Him
and hear His soft whispers.

O how great!

  C           F           G7         C
Great is thy faithfulness, O God my Father,
 F            C        D            G
There is no shadow of turning with Thee;
 G7            C           C            Dm7
Thou changest not, Thy compassions they fail not
F            C         G       G7  C
As Thou has been Thou forever wilt be.

CHORUS:
 G            C
Great is Thy faithfulness!
 A            Dm
Great is Thy faithfulness!
 G7         C             D       G
Morning by morning new mercies I see.
G7          C          C           Dm7
All I have needed Thy hand hath provided
F             C            G     G7  C
Great is Thy faithfulness, Lord unto me.

my day.


bus stopped at an unusual destination when coming back from kuantan today.
had to take a further, unfamiliar route back to pj.
hot and sweaty and heavily burdened.
came home.
hungry for food.
broke something that doesn't belong to me.
had to clean up the mess.
and pay back the owner.


hahaha.
at hindsight it really seems like things are just not going my way today.
still my heart was oddly joyful.
my steps were light.
my thoughts were fixed fully on Him.
knowing He was not leaving me alone in all that.
He sent me an angel to guide me along the way.
how wonderful :)


am actually in a secret spiritual warfare these few days.
he's striking me with his tactics
trying to knock me down
stop me from praising Him
giving me no reason to be happy


but i was still worshiping the whole way.
i was singing while mopping and walking and climbing up and down and getting lost.
in the midst of that all, my heart was at peace.


and how good it felt, to rest assure and just, praise Him regardless :)

"..We sing this song and others like it with such passion on Sunday mornings, but often live a life that screams “God isn’t enough for me. I need X, Y, or Z to be content, happy, and fulfilled.” In my conversations with others, I hear many longings for marriage, for children, for better friends, for a better husband, for a change in life circumstances, for more money, for “whatever it is” to be over with. There is a sense in which if we just had that one thing, THEN I would be overflowing and full in my heart. Can we be honest for a second? If we are waiting on anything other than God to have a full heart, then we have created an idol. God is no longer our God and no longer the one who fills our soul. He is no longer the One in whom we have placed our hope. There is nothing wrong with wanting to be married or wanting a season of life to be over, but as soon as we need that to happen to be completely fulfilled, it is an idol."


wow.


perception on blessings.


Burden or Blessing?


a good read :)

HEYYO!

2 weeks in my holiday i've not been doing many things productive.

i admit.

but it's just good to be back home,

can i say i spent most of time appreciating how cozy my sofa feels like?

and how good it feels to have a fridge that's always stocked?

and how inviting my bed looks every afternoon?

HAHAHA.

lazy bum.

the photo above is me and my close friend lo,

so good to go to the beach and splash water and get sunburned and just talk life.

i miss this part of being home :)

when i go back pj,

i won't have anyone to talk heart to heart like this anymore.

but still tonight i'm once again reminded of what doing life is all about.

not about a list of priorities.

not about who or what that comes first.

because everything evolves around one thing.

and that's our Creator.

always remember the reason and motivation for all the things we do.

do.

not just because it weighs more importance.

but because we remember our most important God while we do it.

and we do it as He please. 

without Him, we're lifting up our responsibilities, and not our God.

not His name we're glorifying anymore.

just sharing my thoughts,

'cause i think it blessed me so much to hear others share.

hee :)

goodnight beautiful people!

your love leads me to experience His love in a greater depth.
simply because of what you do and think.
i'm in awe.


:)